When the Window of Opportunity Closes Jun20

When the Window of Opportunity Closes...

When the Window of Opportunity Closes! June 19, 2016 By April Boden  This September will mark the 9 year anniversary that my son Aydan was diagnosed with autism. This is not a day we celebrate.  I remember everything about it, sitting in the waiting room at the Regional Center office building in downtown Los Angeles.  A typical sterile office waiting room with a few toys and books strung around.. this type of environment would be a frequent scene for the next 9 years.  When our name was called we walked in a large room with several toys, balls, puzzles, etc. and two women in business clothes.  They were friendly, smiled and played with Aydan, attempting to interact with him.  I was still in the phase of over-stating his abilities, as if somehow I could talk the ‘experts’ out of their inevitable diagnosis.  They would ask questions, like ‘how many words does he have?’  Nearly 9 years later, I am asked the same question.. to which I continue not to fully know the answer. When I heard the diagnosis, I was not surprised; I had already diagnosed him myself.  I wanted the experts to stamp their seal of approval, so that all the powers that be would move us into action and bing bang boom.. we’d get this puzzle solved.  I quickly learned, the system doesn’t work like that.  When asking for help in ‘the system’ you must scream and claw and cite scientific journals and hire lawyers and argue evidence based vs. emerging evidence based vs. alternative and so on and on…  This was certainly not the loving and accepting upbringing I had imagined for my child. Aydan was 2 1/2 then and in the years to follow I would indeed make numerous mistakes in my...

How Dangerous is it to find an Autism Cure? Jul26

How Dangerous is it to find an Autism Cure?...

How Dangerous is it to find an Autism Cure? Using the word ‘cure’ in the context of autism is considered quite controversial.  Cure in any area of medicine is deemed taboo but in autism some even find it offensive.  Ever heard of ‘neuro-diversity’?  This is the latest psy-op that would have us believe that autism is merely a ‘difference’ not a disease and if you dare suggest otherwise, you must be a douchey parent who won’t accept your child as they are.. You must a be perfectionist.. Your kid would never be good enough for you…  Well, let’s challenge that a bit.  Here’s a partial list of what autism carries with it… A detailed assessment conducted by the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention demonstrated that children with autism had much higher than expected rates of all of the medical conditions studied, including: eczema, allergies, asthma, ear and respiratory infections, gastrointestinal problems, severe headaches, migraines, and seizures (Kohane et al., 2012). There is firm evidence of immune dysfunction in individuals with autism. Results of numerous studies point to abnormal immune function, including on-going neuroinflammatory response. Several postmortem and in vivo investigations found chronic inflammatory processes in multiple areas of the brain and multiple studies have found a correlation between levels of immune dysfunction and severity of autistic symptoms (Vargas et al., 2005; Chez et al., 2007; Li et al., 2009; Morgan et al., 2010; Wei et al., 2011; Young et al., 2011; Suzuki et al., 2013). These observations resemble findings in other inflammatory and autoimmune disease states, in which elevations in levels of cytokines or autoantibodies are associated with the pathogenesis of neuroinflammation, neurotoxicity and neuronal injury, and subsequent behavioural and cognitive impairments, for example multiple sclerosis or HIV induced neurological dysfunction. Mortality is...

Birthing in America, Part 1: Setting the Stage for Autism! Dec16

Birthing in America, Part 1: Setting the Stage for Autism!...

As a mother of 3, you could say I have some experience giving birth.  Each one was their own unique experience and I mean that sincerely, not in a new agey ‘you’re a unique snowflake’ sort of way. The first two were done the birthing in America fashion by which I mean the OB/GYN, pee on stick, step on the scale and cry.. My oldest son, now 11 was pretty much a standard pregnancy.  Being my first I didn’t know what to expect, so I read ‘the book’.. yes that one, ‘What to Expect, When You’re Expecting.’  You might say it was my bible at the time.  I read it cover to cover, several times.. I can’t remember if the book talks about midwives, I’m sure it did but that wasn’t an option available to me, as when you birth in America, you realize quickly that you’re not in charge of how you give birth; the insurance companies determine that and whether it be private or government instituted, THEY are in control.. not YOU!  So I went to the insurance covered in network provider. I cried each time they put me on the scale, they told me I was too fat and gave me the following nutrition advice, ‘don’t drink juice anymore..’ that’s it.  They sent me to do the ultrasound where I got the first picture of the baby and learned the sex, even though I didn’t want to know.  They injected me with needles that drew my blood and tested for things, most of which I never learned what or why, they had me strip down naked, where a paper dress and lie on a bed with my feet in stirrups, so that my vagina was as wide open and exposed as...

Just the Facts: A counter essay to Anti-Vaccination Movement Causes a Deadly Year in the U.S. By Virstyne Henry Dec31

Just the Facts: A counter essay to Anti-Vaccination Movement Causes a Deadly Year in the U.S. By Virstyne Henry...

Just the Facts: A counter essay to Anti-Vaccination Movement Causes a Deadly Year in the U.S. By Virstyne Henry This essay was sparked by a Facebook post I saw floating around Facebook. Titled Anti-Vaccination Movement Causes a Deadly year in the U.S. By Brian Krans in Health Line News. (http://www.healthline.com/health-news/children-anti-vaccination-movement-leads-to-disease-outbreaks-120312)         Below the article I saw a comment “I wish people would listen to the facts.”  I thought yeah me too, I wish people would listen to the facts. The irony of that comment was what sparked me to write this article. I clicked on the article and read it along with the links that the author attached. I must admit it gave me a good laugh. Almost as funny as an episode of South Park. I said almost, South Park is still funnier.      If you have an open mind, and would like to read some facts instead of the above mentioned article which is poorly researched, unintelligible and in paper form would be worthy of scraping a dead insect off the bottom of a shoe, then please keep reading.             Fact #1             Most anti-vaccine advocates were pro-vaccine advocates at one point. Have you ever thought to ask yourself why did they change their views?   Fact #2             Vaccines weren’t responsible for the eradication of disease. It was the impact of increased hygiene and waste management that lead to the minimization of disease outbreaks.             There are some people who have the romantic notion, that in our evolution as a civilization, vaccines are the one thing that may have saved us from extinction. Human civilization has been around for thousands of years may be more. Very few people stop and ask the question how did human civilization survive before vaccinations? Were...

Autism Envy! Jun19

Autism Envy!

I’m in the grocery store a couple days ago and my autistic son, Aydan now 7 years old is out of control.  He’s running up and down the aisles, pounding his hands all over the bread and runs up to a strange man who he pushes from behind.  The man turns around as most people do when this happens with a look of disgust.. first at Aydan, then at me.. ‘horrible mother.. that you are.. you should be ashamed..’ all over their faces.  Coming in at 62 pounds and 4’9″, I am forced to put Aydan in the grocery cart, like a toddler in order to finish the shopping.  As we’re walking through another aisle, there is a child around 3 years old, also sitting in a cart filled with the average American diet.. processed cheese, Lucky Charms cereal.. She looks at me with full eye contact, a beautiful smile and says with perfect articulation, “hi.. how are you?”, I respond, “fine, how are you?” Then she addresses Aydan, “how are you?”  Aydan has no response, I ask Aydan if he would please say “hi” to the little girl, he responds… “ba..”.  See “ba..” is one of the only sounds he can utter… “ba” means whatever you want it to mean.  It could be.. hi, bye, mommy.. whenever he is asked to speak.. he says “ba..” sometimes he says “pa..” sometimes he says “bye bye..” but that’s about it.   A couple weeks earlier the service coordinator from the Regional Center that provides in home therapy for Aydan’s disability is in our home for an annual review.  He decides this person is not welcome in our home.. he pinches her and when asked to stop begins to throw strawberries at her.. I guess it...

A Marine’s account of her injuries after forced military vaccination! Jun19

A Marine’s account of her injuries after forced military vaccination!...

On Veterans’ Day we might be thinking of the men and women that have sacrificed themselves in name of protecting their country and the people in it but if you’re like me, you may also be wondering who exactly these men and women are sacrificing for.  It’s a story as old as they come to have people in power use the young and able to fight their battles.   Today this established practice is alive and well.  The sacrifices however often come not in the name of war but in the name medical experimentation.   The United States has a history of using service men and women to both carry out and be the recipients of medical experimentation.  From 1946-1947, military veterans at a VA hospital were used to test the effects of Uranium.  Also beginning in 1947 military and civilians are used to test the effects of LSD as a potential bio terrorist weapon, this would later become the MK Ultra project.  In 1997 a group of 26 Veterans in a VA hospital are given a chemical by the name of Yohimbine to induce Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome.  And this is just very few that the general public has been made aware of.   Over the years even before my own experience with a vaccine injured loved one, I had been made aware of Gulf War Syndrome.  I was often told by members in the military or military families that GWS was experienced by many who never even served overseas.  As the years went on and I became active in the vaccine truth movement I learned of several service men and women who had been damaged by the anthrax vaccine as well as others.   Recently I have connected with a young woman...

Sandy Hook Massacre.. What really happened? Analysis and Questions! Jun19

Sandy Hook Massacre.. What really happened? Analysis and Questions!...

On December 14, 2012 I was home caring for a sick child.  My 7 year old sweetie with severe autism had a cold, (he’s had several over the past month and half).  We were baking Body Ecology friendly, gluten free cookies and making homemade sugar free gummy candies when I turned on the TV.  Every station was a buzz with the latest  massacre.  I heard the news.. two.. possibly 3 shooters had descended on an elementary school in Newtown Connecticut killing an unknown number of children in a Kindergarten class.. Kindergarten?  I gasped.. my stomach hurt causing me to curl down to the floor… crying uncontrollably, feeling physically ill… I envisioned small Kindergarten children facing scary, masked monsters with guns; as they screamed and ducked for shelter they are met with bullets.. The terror was more than I could imagine.  I felt it in my gut.. this is it!  This is it!! This is what, you ask?  This is the beginning of the end.  Whether staged false flag or SSRI induced insanity, this would be the catalyst to lunge us into the next stage of tyranny.. the increased call for police state, government centralized guns, leaving the law abiding American citizens as sitting ducks for the tyrannical role in.  Within the hour the 2-3 possible shooters would soon be forgotten and a ‘lone gunman’ was named.  Shy, smart and socially akward, 20 year old Adam Lanza with a diagnosis of Asperger’s was the only shooter.  WHAT?  What the fuck kind of lie is that?  You mean, a kid with Asperger’s?  No… No.. they got that wrong or they’re lying.  At this point, no doubt in my mind.. false flag.  Nevertheless, for three days to follow I would cry at every thought of it.. consumed...

California District Is Doing Unannounced Door-to-Door Vaccines Jun16

California District Is Doing Unannounced Door-to-Door Vaccines...

Could it possibly be more clear that our children are being handed over to Big Pharma as a profit center? Parents who make the intelligent choice not to vaccinate their children are subjected to humiliation and intimidation. Their children may be prevented from going to school. The news media acts as cheerleader and propagandist. Parents are pressured. Not shown in the video is that they aren’t provided information about their right to opt out. If they choose to opt out, they aren’t given the exemption forms. No information is given about risks associated with the vaccine. The vaccination in question is Tdap (tetanus, diphtheria, and acellular pertussis), and is one of the most questionable. The pertussis portion provides no protection against the new outbreaks of whooping cough, and is actually responsible for causing the new more virulent, 10 times as deadly, strain. April Boden, who provided the information about this travesty, has written a letter of protest that delineates the California statute clearly stating that vaccines may not be mandated, and asks anyone and everyone to copy, paste, and send it. Here’s the letter, followed by addresses: To Whom It May Concern, After viewing the news report on how your school district decided to go door to door asking parents to vaccinate their children with Tdap in their homes, I grew concerned about your school’s knowledge of students’ and parents’ rights.  I wonder if, instead of leaping to an assumption that the parents are experiencing different “family situations”, they may be having concerns over the safety and efficacy of the vaccine itself.  It has certainly been all over the news that there is a Whooping Cough/Pertussis outbreak in California; however, very little is addressed about the fact that nearly all of those who contracted the disease had neither...

Living in Denial… I think Jun16

Living in Denial… I think...

I have come to realize that I am living in denial … maybe. I accept. I accept that life isn’t fair. Well, no I don’t!  I want to. Well, no I don’t!  I want it to be fair. It isn’t! I understand it isn’t fair, but to understand is not the same as acceptance. Life? If it is not fair, then what is it? For me, it is painful, it is difficult, it is challenging, it is full of love and joy. It isn’t hard to find traits within my son to love—his face, his smile, his dimple, his laugh, his hug, his touch, his eyes when they are fixed on mine, the look of anticipation when I’m about to read the part in Where The Wild Things Are when the wild things roar their terrible roars. … His being. … His soul is the very light and energy that love itself revolves around.  He held this light before his vaccine injury and since then it has remained. So why am I not satisfied?  But I am. I am satisifed with the light … the being … the soul … but I want more.  I want the person … the TRUE person within to emerge.  Who are you Aydan?  What do you like … what do you see … why does the grass feel good (or seem to feel good) on your bare feet?  What is in your heart?  Who are you? I have never entertained the notion of perfection.  If I had a perfect child, why would he want me as a mother?  I resent the notion that by wanting to know my son … wanting him for who he is … who he is really … who he was before vaccines … who he was meant to be … is an effort to make a robo-Aydan.  As if I wouldn’t be completely happy with a nerd, geek, pierced Emo. I could not...

Vacccine for Leg Hair! Jun16

Vacccine for Leg Hair!...

For most of the twentieth century, the only way women could treat hairy legs and armpits was through painful waxing or potentially harmful razors. But what if unsightly hair never formed to begin with, thanks to a vaccine painfully injected into the armpits and Achilles heel in the first few years of a child’s life?   Harpo Medical School faculty members working at the Foreskin Institute in Akron, an independent research and educational organization focused on Pili (too much hair) science, have discovered the basis for a vaccine that could someday put an end to hairy chics. Professor of pili biology Marty Legsman, who heads Foreskins’ immunology department, and associate clinical professor of pili biology Daniel Shitz, a senior member of the Foreskin immunology department, say their vaccine could prevent hair from growing in certain areas of a woman’s body.   Although it has been common knowledge among pili scientists since the 1950s, most people are still startled to learn that hairy chics are unattractive to most men. Many women produce a little known male hormone that causes hair to grow in excess known as hairtoomuchism. As hormones splinter and develop what is known as wolverinism mutant hormones many women must shave daily to keep the hair from popping out of their nylon stockings.   Hairy pits and legs are now nearly epidemic around the world, caused in part by women becoming too lazy to shave and the increasing cost of shaving and waxing products.  In China, an estimated 75 percent of female children as young as 12 may begin to grow leg hair.  Lacking the money to shave and wax poor children are more likely to see their hair progress to excessive lengths causing sexist men to be offended.   The Foreskin team aims...

The Return of J.B. Ghetto Crime Fighter and the Crusade for Gun Control Jun16

The Return of J.B. Ghetto Crime Fighter and the Crusade for Gun Control...

I was laughing so hard I thought my stomach was going to split in two. One of my best friends and I were in a “Facebook Fight” over why American citizens should still have the rights to bear arms. We had just given up hope of swaying our opponent to our side, and decided to send him pictures of animals with guns. It was hilarious. At least we thought it was. J.B. Ghetto Crime Fighter (Let’s just call him that no real names please) I truly believe has a heart of gold, but he just won’t agree with us. Why oh why can’t he just admit there we’re right? The funny thing is he’s probably thinking the exact same thing about us. That incident took place a few months ago but now he gun issue has returned. It is my experience that people who are the Ghetto Crime Fighters of the world. (People who want to civilize the word according to their rules and beliefs) Have the best of intentions, but only the intentions that they want to stipulate. I think they want to do good, but their definition of helping people is telling them what they think should do, instead of asking them what they need, and trying to help them achieve it. If they aren’t open to really listening to people, they are never going to achieve anything that way. They are just going to come across as condescending, ignorant, arrogant, and ruin any chances of coming to a real consensus on any issue. If you really want to help, really listen to what the people you want to help are trying to say. I had a friend to hound me about the dangers of guns and patiently read his rant about...

Oil and Genocide and the Silver Lining Jun16

Oil and Genocide and the Silver Lining...

I was working at my computer when I heard a loud scream that came down the hallway of my apartment building. I immediately stopped what I was doing and ran out of my door down the hall where I embraced a stranger I had never met. We jumped up and down and screaming and crying. We had just found out that Barrack Obama was now our new president! My mom who is in her 60’s who I have only seen cry twice, one time when I almost died of an asthma attack, and for a second time during Obama’s inauguration where she recalled a Jim Crow day going into a restaurant and having the bus boy take her and her friend’s order because the waiters didn’t want to wait on filthy Black people. Obama’s inauguration was the day she felt vindicated. So many Black people not just in America but around the world put their faith, blood, and tears into Obama. This is the guy that’s gonna make us shine like the Chrysler Building, and show the world what Black people are really made of. I’m practically a celebrity living in Taiwan at the moment. I have a student who can make at least 50 sentences using Obama’s name. My students see me as the American who comes from a country with the Black president who is gonna bring about world peace. I mean Isn’t he? I mean he was given a Nobel Peace Prize on credit right? “ Just give him time.” I told one of my friends. “He’ll come around.” “But don’t you think it’s weird that he has won a Nobel Peace Prize and he hasn’t done anything?” “What does he have to do he’s Obama. Duh!” I replied. Barrack Hussain...

How do you talk to your 8 year old about 9/11, when you don’t believe the official story? Jun16

How do you talk to your 8 year old about 9/11, when you don’t believe the official story?...

On September 11, 2001, I like everyone across the world was watching television as two planes entered the twin towers of the World Trade Center in New York City.  I saw people falling from the buildings as they collapsed into a sea of chaos with panic and fear spreading through the city as it did through the nation.. the world.  I had never heard of World Trade Center building 7 nor had I heard that no plane had ever entered the Pentagon.  It all happened so fast, the story of what happened seemed secondary to the fear.. the tremendous fear..  I was not a mother at this time and it never once occurred to me that this was something I would ever have to discuss with my future children.  Two years later, I became a mother for the first time.  After a difficult infancy filled with Emergency Room visits, a surgery and two weeks in the hospital I gave 9/11 very little thought.  It was not until years later watching a rembrance show on the History Channel that I would hear stories of boogie men carrying box cutters and cell phone calls made at 30,000 feet.  Having been raised with a keen distrust of government it didn’t take me long to feel something was rotten in the state of New York.  Throughout the years I would continue to catch glimpses of the lies, first in Michael Moore’s film “Fahrenheit 9/11” (and I don’t particularly consider myself a fan although I did like his “Capitalism a Love Story” until it turned into “Obama and Socialism, a Love Story”) anyway.. It was clear that lies had been told and nothing was as it appeared.  Internet fixations brought this awareness to a new level with constant reminders...

Escape From the Fake Liberals Jun16

Escape From the Fake Liberals...

I just had a Facebook fight with my girlfriend. Well technically my girlfriend’s boyfriend which is the same thing. I found out what they really think of me and my new-found beliefs and I decided we should go our separates ways. I actually UN-friended them which I actually think they wanted to do a few months ago, but they didn’t have the guts.           There is a term I’ve heard going around it’s called Fake Liberalism. I was discussing this term with a friend the other day. I jokingly told her I only have two fake liberal friends, but as of today I have none. I feel weird. I feel hurt but also relieved because the person I’ve become now doesn’t have the time or energy to deal with bullshit.          Sure right now I’m reminiscing about the time I spent with my fake liberal girlfriend “Beth” our chats over red wine and coffee with soy milk when we would discuss things like art, fashion, music, and the latest pretentious movie director. She tells me of her belief in vegetarianism and her love for animals while she wears her leather shoes. What? Leather shoes? But she convinces me that it’s hard to make vegan shoes because there isn’t any non-animal material that is as breathable as leather. I forgive her hypocrisy after all she is my friend. She is a good person.          I started to notice a rift in our friendship after she was diagnosed with cancer. My own health struggles have led me down the road of holistic treatments and I thought I would share because of my positive experiences. After all when I asked her how she felt about alternative therapies she said she was open to the idea. I spent hours...

A Mother’s Description of Watching Her Son Slide into Autism After Vaccine…and She Wants Her Son Back Jun16

A Mother’s Description of Watching Her Son Slide into Autism After Vaccine…and She Wants Her Son Back...

Last night I woke at 3:30 a.m. I do this frequently, but last night my visions kept me awake until sunrise. I saw my son at age 12 months, on his birthday standing on the bed at a hotel in San Diego near Legoland. Watching Elmo. This episode, Elmo was talking about hands, “Hands are clapping, and hands must be washed before you eat…” With a bright beautiful smile and a look straight in the eye, Aydan clasped his hands together and said with conviction “hands”. One month later he would receive the MMR and chicken pox vaccine in one day. At age 6½ I have still have not heard the word “hands” come from his mouth again. A year later waiting in the doctor’s office Aydan sang the “Itsy Bitsy Spider” sort of. The doctor came in after about an hour. I should’ve just left, I should have walked away and taken the sign but I didn’t. I asked the doctor if I should be concerned about Aydan’s speech loss, but he’d just sung “itsy, bitsy, spider…” She said not to worry, we’ll look again in 6 months. He was vaccinated that day and I never heard “itsy bitsy spider” again. Fast forward a year later: Aydan had been diagnosed, was receiving treatment and was starting to get better. He had just learned the names of all of the farm animals on his favorite puzzle. At 3 he received yet another set of vaccines in order to enter school. He has never said the name of those farm animals again. Needless to say, my heart remains broken. I am haunted by these images. Painfully aware that if we had stopped sooner, if we had just skipped one round, he would be better off...

Autism, Vaccines, Love and the Police State Jun16

Autism, Vaccines, Love and the Police State...

Today I yelled at cop. I’ve never done this before, I was raised to respect and obey authority. If you get pulled over for speeding (which I did) you politely hand over your driver’s license, registration and proof of insurance and wait for them to either give you a break or ticket. But this cop did not want to give me a break and simultaneously I hit my breaking point. With both kids in tow I was running late to see one of my son’s therapists. I was nearly there but still about 10 minutes late, so picked I up the speed a bit to not lose too much time of the session, then I saw the cop car behind me. Shit!! I knew it, I blew it and here it was. I tried to slow down, change lanes and see if he’d let me go but he didn’t. I pulled over, did the routine and while he was taking his sweet time to review my information, my autistic son Aydan, started self stimming, banging the car seat, pulling off his seat belt, etc. I got out went around to the other side to put Aydan’s seat belt back on and in an instance as I saw the cop writing my ticket I felt a pang inside.. All way too much. I shouted out to him, “my son has autism; he has trouble waiting in the car when it is still and we’re late for therapy, couldn’t you let me go this one time?” Without even looking at me he brushed me off with his hand and said “back to your car.” That’s it!!! “I got out of my car because my son can’t sit still, as I told you, he’s getting out of...

Into the Realm Jun16

Into the Realm

I don’t know if I have a name for what to call myself yet. I don’t know if I ever will. But as of this moment something has changed deep within me and I don’t think I will ever be the same again. Every time I read a newspaper, watch television, listen to people talk about “The war on Terror” or how good vaccines are for you. I’ll always feel like an outsider for knowing that by changing my paradigm the world is a completely different entity than what I was told it was.             I’m not the type of person to hold my tongue, so obviously my friends and family think I’m a lunatic. They think I’ve spent way too long living outside of America and have been brainwashed by a cult or some supernatural force. And yes, I think the planet is being ruled by technocratic psychopaths who are attempting genocide on the human race. And no, that’s not an overstatement.             The fact is being away from my country where I’m not an indentured servant gave me the time to think, dream, create, and discover things for myself and so now I see the world clearly.             Entering into this “brave new realm” has led me on a path to greater mental, physical, and spiritual health for which I am eternally grateful. However it also has its drawbacks because not everyone you know and love is ready to step into that realm with you. Sometimes it can be depressing. You can feel very lonely and depressed, like you are losing your mind at times. Sometimes you can feel like you are the last sentient conscious being on earth stuck in an episode of The Twlight Zone.             This realm has taken...

Conspiracy Realist Jun12

Conspiracy Realist

Conspiracy Realism Conspiracy.. Conspiracy theory.. Conspiracy theorist.. What image comes to mind when we hear those words?  A former MIT professor living in the woods, alone making homemade bombs in his basement?  A gaggle of kool-aid drinking hippies, wearing tin foil hats in the middle of the desert waiting for the mother ship?  The words “conspiracy theorist” alone are divisive… they are used to insult, discredit, and accuse.  Because obviously conspiracies in modern day don’t occur and anyone who believes they do must be crazy.  Sure we know that a former US president conspired to break into the Watergate Hotel to gather information about his enemies.. AND sure, we know that when another former US president “implied” that the North Vietnamese had twice attacked Americans in the Gulf Tonkin, which gave the US hawks (the military-industrial complex) way to drop bombs and agent orange all over Vietnam and Cambodia, killing, maiming, dismembering and disabling millions.. (and for several generations to come); actually turned out to be.. well.. an utter lie!!  AND.. sure, we know that the CIA (Oh.. yes, it’s real:  http://www.foia.cia.gov/wizards.asp), Office of Science Intelligence for oh… 30 some odd years were conducting mind control programs on American citizens, destroying evidence of said mind control in order to use it’s own people for an experiment known as the MK Ultra Project.  So… Yeah.. BUT they said they were sorry.. and wouldn’t do it again.. and it was a stain on our history and yadda yadda yadda.. Right?  So do we believe them?  Do we believe that these lying, conspirators who only admit their misconduct upon getting caught stating “our bad” and move on, usually without retribution? Imagine you are with a group of 5 friends.  You are to vote on where to go...